01/06/2009 sunny.
Its been a while since i wrote an entry... But for some reason i felt like writing something again... Today was really sunny and very nice with a slight breeze here in england which can be very rare to have. However i guess i kinda wasted such a good day by spending most of it indoors.... Kfc, Xbox,wii, chor dee, watched random videos online.... Then when i suddenly thought.... How crap,boring and in general totally pointless my life is >_< just feels like im not getting anywhere in life... Is this how it ends?! Sad ... I feel so weak... Like i can no longer accomplish anything... I once had dreams.... Just like any one would do.... The effect of losing something precious... Can truly change a way a person becomes. Sadly my life is tied down with burdens i think i can no longer carry....only through music do i feel.... A slight touch of freedom... This freedom i have longed for so much.... Almost within reach....foolish and selfish as always...we all want things that can be forbidden to us just out of reach...obtaining what we seek could mean for me....."to gain all, to lose all" i dont know how long i can carry on...but i swear it was much easier.....everything was fine when you were still around.....i miss you so much....please....continue to watch me from heaven.......let oyu shining rays guide me forever more
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