sleepless in swindon....

out of boredom i decided to watch sleepless in seattle ...

anyways ....

Difficulty Initiating Sleep,
Difficulty Maintaining Sleep,
Early Morning Awakening,

yeah, no doubt about it ... im sure thats insomnia ...

i couldnt sleep at all last night,its been like this for ages ... on most days i wouldnt even bother sleeping ...

i lay there in my bed staring at the ceiling for hours....
that last conversation in the chat room left me thinking .... about alot of things .... deep inside i knoew they're right .... its all the stuff ive been wanting to hear ...

and its all the things ve heard before

easier said than done....

"sleeping gives us the ambition to dream . . .but steals from us the time to accomplish our dreams"

...if i could.... id rather sleep .....