dreams

in my lifetime i had always thought: "sleeping gives us the ambition to dream . . .but steals from us the time to accomplish our dreams" i hope i could sleep forever and live in my dreams where i can find eternal hapiness,,,,,..... than rather facing reality and try to live like my dream while knowing that it will be more difficult i dream of a girl . . . .i wish to be by her side forever . . .but it could never happen..... my life had always seemed like i was living in a nightmare when will the time come for me to awake? i had always thought about whne im older i would go and live in the antartic, although cold i know they get 24hr sunlight day after day, at least if i did move my life would be better than the darkness im surrounding in in my life . . .